i've been drinking again

half of the bottle is already

floating inside my pipelines

wondering what their next mission is


i could tell you how 

awkward it is not being drunk,

wine is just the colour red

it swirls but somehow

wants to avoid me,

you cannot undo me


i hoped i could go nearby 

never-neverland and sit with you

since you don't visit my dreams

for ten years


you're a master of hide and seek,

a mist where i keep myself wet

would you give a damn if i tell you

no other bracelet fits me anymore

because i buried it next to you



revised/finished notes from last year