pigments of december 23rd 2015

i finished a 721 page book few minutes ago

from the way it ended, from the way the words were written

i know for the next few days there will be a heavy sandbag on my chest

too much of repetitive darkness

i am glad i read it through my kindle and desktop screen

so i can distance myself a bit than flipping through the white pages of an actual book

it helped getting too personal about it

i am not sure how easily and quick i can jump to the next book